Langit tak selalunye cerah tapi mendung bukan untuk selamanye ;’)

Hye people. Don’t feel confused with the title. Even it seems a lil hyperbola, but it often happen to us.  I don’t  recommend you people to read this entry. Its nothing worth your time.

Langit saya xcerah baru2 nie. Something happen and i feel a lil distracted with this kind of feeling. Its a mix feeling. Sad, frustrated, tired, confused. Im sad, but i dont  want to cry. Im frustrated but i can’t get mad. Im tired but i cant let go. Im confused but i cant think anymore.

The world seems to move really slowly. It hurts at some point when i think beyond the reality.  In fact, i don’t even know what the reality is. The feelings start to become bitter. And all i feel is bitterness. I don’t know how long can i keep being like this. How long can i endure it. i’ll try my best though, but i am still a human. Im afraid if i cant help it anymore, i will leave and move on.  

I don’t want to talk about it to anyone. But when i keep it inside, it will hurt much more. ‘makan dalam’ hehe. Im not going to be possessive about anything anymore. Keep my expectation low. The less you expect, the less it hurt. I wont dream about it anymore. I will keep it real. Because im scared. Im too afraid that if i keep dreaming about the future i’ve planned all this while, i will become crazy if it doesn’t happened. There’s so much possibilities in it.

The people are right. The world is much more bigger than i think it is. There are more people than i expect. And i don’t have to live in my own world alone. i have friendssss and bestfriends. They are part of my world here. I will not change for someone else. I’ve done enough all this time. I wont do it anymore. I feel like a dumbass . truly stupid.

But i believe that, the thing will eventually become better. Langit xkan selamenye mendung kan. I will have my part of happiness . i’ll keep it real this time ;’)

p/s;  i will enjoy myself here with everyone i want . because i don’t want to waste my youth anymore. I wont stay the same. The old me is rather hopeless. You either can accept this or let go ;)

craving for food ^^

hye peeps ! this entry is written by someone who loves eating so much. frankly, im that type of person who eats like a monster but hardly gain any weight. but this is me. im enjoy being this way. i dont have to worry about my weight or becoming fat. Alhamdulillah. hehe. still, when people see me at bazar with handful of plastic bags, i feel quite shy. rase nak jadik invisible kejap. they kept saying me 'kembang' regardless how slim i am. haha.  >.<

so, lets see some of the food im craving for .

1. nasi minyak. not the usual one. but this is the special one made by my gorgeous mak !

2. nasi dagang. rasenye dah forever nak makan nasik nie -.-

3. spaghetti bolognaise cheese. ohhhh the best.

4. macaroni prawn cheese SR will always make me happy. esp with treat. hehehe

5.  laksa johor. seriously all time fav. dari kecik lagi :D

6. oreo cheese cake SR nyum nyum :)

7.nasi pattaya :*

8. gulai tempoyak ikan patin cook by ayah is the best :D

9. subway sandwiches wooowooo.

10. lontong **mood raye on**

p/s: johor food will always be the best. especially mak's. i will eat all this once i reached my beloved sweet johor :DD

Dont take people for granted :)

Hye people. Random entry for today. Another meaning behind this entry is be grateful for what you have.

People always want what they didn’t have and tend to forget what they fortunately have. Thats normal for us. Human. We always take granted the people who deserve our most gratitude.

Simple example. Our parent. The one who give their all for our happiness. But still, they are the one who will always get hurt with our words and attitude. And when the time comes, we will only be left with thousands of regret. So value your parent. There will never be another them. Love them, and cherish every moment with them. For me, this is the very first time im away from my mak ayah, and its really the hardest thing to do. And missing them is a must everyday . remember this, bila tertutupnya mata seorang ibu, hilanglah satu keberkatan dalam diri kita iaitu doa seorang ibu ;’) so be a good children to your parent, araso? Hehe

Next example is our girlfriend or boyfriend. The situation is when we are too confident with our relay until we forgot how to treat them right. A lil too much faith is not good. We start to yell at each other, getting mad for nothing, start a silly fight over random things, start to look for another person, start to flirt, start to liking liking poking poking. Hahahha *puke* yeah right, we are too confident that our partner will love us still despite everything we do. But bear this in mind, don’t ever take people for granted. No matter how much they love you. People get tired eventually.

Another example is , we hate school until we know how university looks like. Hahaha. Trust me, school is absolutely without doubt is much fun than uni life :P

Enough with the examples, my brain wont cooperate anymore and my language is getting worst. Don’t bash me please, im trying my best to write according to correct grammar. Hehe. So people, all in all, be grateful for what we have even if it doesn’t meet our expectation. There is always a reason behind everything.

p/s : people say you never knew what you’ve got until its gone. The truth is you knew what you had, you never thought you’d lose it ;’)

IFTAR with Sultan Selangor at uitm Shah Alam :)

today, 4.00 pm , trans rengit 7 , otw to uitm shah alam with jia. so exhausted . no idea to write anything. no food yet so hungry now. hehehe. 

muke real lapar tuu. senyom pon fake.with jia. hehehe :D

 masjid sultan mizan. serious cantek :)

SULTAN SELANGOR , the one with blue baju melayu :)

p/s: step by step changes . InsyaAllah :D